12:46 am
Those late night thoughts. They bother me. I mean, punong puno ako ng mga kung ano ano. I overthink, almost all the time. It's just that it feels okay if you have these thoughts. But the sad thing is, they make you sad. I don't remember having thoughts that are just plain happiness. Of course, at first it'll bring you happiness and all, but after all those butterflies, you'll realize, you miss it, you miss the people, you miss them, you miss everything. Sad.
I learned today that: accepting the pain is better than blinding yourself that things will turn out your way.
As i type this, this neyo 'separated' song is playing. This wave 89.10! I don't know why i have this pain button that whenever i hear this song, it always (and never fails) to make me breakdown and cry. :( Call it dramatic.
I can say that most of my posts are about love. Universal feeling? Crazy.
Why is it so hard to trust? To invest feelings? Ughh! I think i feel so hurt. But i don't know in what way. I don't know also if it's the hurt that is associated with heart ache. But i feel incomplete. You know that kind of feeling right? Come on, we're humans. We were born to feel this and that!
Oh world, some things are just too much to bare.
I know things will soon fall into their places. Thank you, Lord.