"minsan, sa sobrang bilis ng panahon, kailangan mong tumigil at makiramdam."
wow! how time really flies so fast. :) can you imagine, december na? as in, oh c'mon.. it's december 9, 2011! :) no stopping. this is really is it. so, going back.. hello december na nga talaga. well, i must say thank you to my 2011 year. (ansabi? message? hahaha!) kidding. i mean, in my 19 years of existing, (would you believe that? 19 na ako! shet. how cruel was that? no, i'm still young at heart. chusa! XD hahah!) every year naman laging masaya e. kelan lang din naman ako nagka-isip. hahah! no, that is not what i'm trying to impost. i mean, kelan ko lang naman naalala yung mga nakaraan. sad.. :( i mean, past has never been a happy page of my life. if i am going to tell my story, nobody would ever believe that we went through that hard :( my mother, my little brother and I na ang laging magkakasama. duh, i don't want this post to be dramatic. i want this to be updated! :)
so, how's life?
well, well, well.. one word to describe? balance. :) i think so.. hahah! balance in the sense that, i can still manage to do my thingy. God, family, love, school, friends and.. money (hahah! no, i'm just poor. who has a lot of coins in my purse!)
God ~
my family, especially my mother never fails to remind me that i should always pray and go to church. she would always say na.. "magsimba ka, magdasal." and whenever i hear those words, i feel blessed. (blessed kasi parang mas nai-encourage ka to go to church and pray.) pero, ever since naman talaga, i always ask for God;s guidance for me, to take care of those people i love and to those people who loves me as well. i give back. whenever i got the chance, i visit the church. pray and sincerely open up to Him. and sometimes, i can't help but cry. i cry because i surrender it all to Him. let Him do the rest. i trust Him. and i'll always be His servant all my life. i wish that i could be good daughter to Him, that i can also be a blessing to other people.
Family ~
di ko matandaan kelan dumating si daddy e, but i knew it was sunday night. i just don't know exactly the date in november. well, anyways, kahapon lang umalis ulit si daddy. baka by may na ulit sya umuwi. (cause that's my graduation!! :) hooooray!) tapos aun na nga.. uhmm. i love my family! undeniably! super! undoubtedly! my family is my supporting system. they are the ones whom i talk with, laughed with, cried with.. when im home. my home, our home, not just only a house. yes, you've read it. masaya ako kapag nasa bahay lang ako. i feel very secured. very being take cared of. lovely! :) though i'm not saying na, hindi ako gumagala, or umaalis ng bahay, i mean, in our house, though wala kang gaanong ginagawa, you'll feel the vibrant or the spirit of being in the family. :) i love that my mother keeps us intact with each other. :) yung feeling na pag-uwi mo, kahit pagod na pagod kana, they are there to fill in your low battery system, with love. :)
Love ♥
oh, God! how could you do this to me? :) i mean, i feel so pretty! duh.. do i? :) hahah! masaya lang yung feeling na, ganito. :) me nagmamahal sa'yo. Mahal? Nagmamahal? kill me for saying this words. hahah! :)) love drives me lil crazy dude! XD though, i'm not expecting that much. let Thy will be done. though we will try our best to make it last. oh, shut the hell up!! :) sabi nga, seize it while you have it! :) though minsan, nag-aaway, nagkakatampuhan, di nagkakaayos agad, what sweet is that.. he never fails me to think that he is gone. no, he's not like that! and if he will? damn!!!! i will never dare to see his face EVER AGAIN! well, love is sweeter the second time around. duh, can anybody explain that phrase to me? what kind of 2nd? 2nd love? or 2nd chance? :)) hahah! sounds the same.. whateva! :)) so, aun. masaya ako sa kung anong meron kami ngayon. (hey, give me a ring kapag nabasa mo 'to! hahah!)
School ~
"half-dead." yeah! i am! :)) \m/ rock to that one! wuuuh!! :) i knew that this 2nd sem will never gonna be an easy one, because this time, it's between.. do or die. hahah! who would want to die? ha? grrrr.. crazy! i believe that i'm good at documentation, i do. as in, i really do. i like paperworks! so much! :) though it's kinda.. *zzzzzzzzzz... shocks, error here, error everywhere.* naaaah. that's the bad side with documentation, they can always be revised because once wrong, you're just going to sneak into your soft copy, edit and that's it! i love being creative! though it takes time. :) well, that's life. everything takes time. if it won't, then it may be lost immediately. sad. going back... i'm done with my Soft. Eng defense.. status: re-present. okay na rin yun unlike failed, aw. :( isang defense na lang, Thesis B. after this sem, sana umokay na ang lahat, so i can already start a new chapter in my life! :) hello work! bye school! :) wuh! can't wait! but, i'll enjoy what's with schoolong for now :) mahirap makamiss.. :) i'm looking forward for a brighter end of the year :)
Friends ~
hey hey! :) where are my friends? :) i have a lot. di man sila laging present, i know, somehow, naiisip rin naman nila ako, diba friends? :) you just have to be real for who you really are. ika nga nila, mas maraming tatanggap sayo kapag totoo ka, so, why pretend? you live for own identity. never naman akong nang-iwan ng kaibigan e, as long as alam kong kailangan nila ako, i'll always say, "hey, i'm here. :)" so, my friends, no need to wonder, lahat naman kayo importante pa rin saken. :) with or without each other's presence. stay connected!
Money?
sabi kapag namumulaklak (weh?) daw ang lovelife, poor daw sa money? oh my momay. x)) well, trueness ;D e kasi naman dalawa thesis ko now oh, so sino ba namang hindi mauubusan ng wawart diba? so, sakto lang :) though my coins pa naman ako.. atska, saver naman ako e. magaling ako mag-ipon :) i can save money! :) kuripot nga daw kasi ako. hahah! i don't know. matipid lang :))
how was that? :) saya! 3.15am na :)) hahah! inuna ko pa to kesa sa mga must-do's ko, ay naku kak! :))
Good night! :) til next post, (i wish i could make more post, i just need early morning days. hahah!)
ilyaxoxo! :* ♥
