Monday, April 30

l-o-v-e!


well, hindi naman ako inlove ngayon nu. uhmmm, love for other matters, yun, pwede pa! :)
i love God, my family, frieeeeends!    they are all my treasures!

i've seen that image (above) in Jasmine Curtis' tumblr, and i was.. this is so true. and so, i wanted to share it to everyone! :)

always remember that, you don't someone to be inlove. as long as the people around you, fill your heart with love, you don't need to worry at all. LOVE COMES WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT. :) it comes when you're whole again (applicable only for those who have been hurt). it comes when you're happy within. it comes in the most unexpected way. it comes when feel pain no more.. it comes when you believe it. and, it comes when God knows it's already time :)

stay inlove gals and boys! ^^

Saturday, April 28

sleepless night

i think, di na bago to saken e. i mean, natural na kasi saken na hindi nakakatulog agad, lalo na yung mga pagkakataon na kailangan  ko ng magpahinga at bumawi ng tulog. except na lang siguro pag sobrang pagod ako, yun, pag mga ganyang eksena, mabilis lang akong makatulog, mahimbing.

akala ko puso lang ang mahirap turuan, pati rin pala ang utak. yes, you read it right. turuan ng utak ang utak. hahaha! :D pero, sincerely, ginagawa ko yan. i always tell to my mind na, matulog na, tigilan na ang pag-iisip.. and speaking of pag-iisip, ewan ko ba, pero sobrang lawak ng imagination ko.. at! andami dami kong naiisip na hindi naman dapat. masyado akong mapag-isip ng mga bagay bagay.

siguro nga marami lang talaga akong worries. lalo pa ngayon na graduating ako.. the pressure is on! oh man, sobrang break a leg ang gagawinko, and to quote, "worrying is a sin.." so as much as possible sana, ayokong mag-alala, rather, gagawin ko ang lahat para malampasan ang mga dapat lampasan. God is with me, and for me, right now. :)

FYI.
tinype ko to thru note on my cellphone. gusto kong maalala tong araw na to! :)

goodnight. all the love! xx

Thursday, April 26

can't just relax..

last week was our finals.. so, meaning, dapat by now, bakasyon ko na.. kaso, it's a no! NO! :(

i have this very pain in my chest (wow, makagamit lang ng idiomatic exp? haha!) anyways, hanging pa rin kasi kami sa Thesis B ni Danica (she is my other half in this so-called thesis. yes, other half.)

briefly, we know our faults.. we know that somehow, nagkamali kami. admitted naman kami e. kaya nga kami nagdurusa ng ganito diba? Sir Jof is our adviser in this project, Sir Mandy and Sir Ama is our panel.. okay naman kay Sir Ama, actually, he'll rely to Sir Mandy. he will be depending on Sir Mandy.

we had revisions.. revisions.. and, to date, new revisions still. di na natapos tapos. :(

yung latest list of revisions, is not that big thing to deal with. we're not perfect humans.. we can't be what they really want.. we don't know what they are up to us! hay ewan.

i hope, and i pray na darating ang araw na babalikan ko 'tong araw na 'to, at mapapangiti na lang ako dahil nalampasan ko. :) God, please.. graduation gift mo na po sana saken. *cross fingers*

i know God is listening, and He knows what's best for me! i lift it all to Him, let Thy will be done. Amen.

i'm sooooo looking forward for my upcoming Graduation. yes, claim it Sofi, claim it! be positive! God will never leave me, nor forsake me..

and, that's all for now. will be keeping you posted, soon! :)

P.S
when Sir Jof said na hindi na nya kami aasikasuhin.. magbabakasyon daw kasi sya. that was last saturday, april 21, vague afternoon, after the grad pictorial. nainis daw kasi sya sa amin (ni danica), kasi magpapacheck daw kami e wala pa pala daw pirma ni Sir Mandy, tapos may user manual and cd na daw kami, ganun.. sabi naman namin, "Sir, last time po kasi, okay na kami, si Sir Mandy na lang ang inaantay para maging okay na." which is so true naman talaga. well, ewan. mainit lang siguro ang dugo nya sa amin, where in we (danica) don't know WHY. *sigh*

Dear God,
     Alam ko po sobrang dami na ng nahiling ko, at marami na rin po kayong natupad, kahit wala pa akong gaanong isinusukli sa Inyo. God, sana po ipasa na po kami ni danica sa Thesis B, sana pumirma na po si Sir Mandy at Sir Ama, para po pumirma na rin si Sir Jof. and that day will be so remarkable! :') para.. looking pretty forward na po sa confirmation of Graduation. 

Love,
 Sofia. 

kayo din folks ha! wag mawalan ng pag-asa. keep that positivity in you, ALWAYS. our faith may be shaken, but we should not allow to be shaken always, okay? God bless everyone! :)

Sunday, April 15

i wish i wasn't..

sa buhay kong 'to, wala naman akong pinagsisisihan. lahat ng bagay sa mundo ay hindi nagkataon lamang, kasi lahat ng nangyari, nangyayari at mangyayari pa lang sa buhay natin ay nakatakda na. yes, i believe in destiny. i strongly believe that right before i was created, God have already planned my birth and death. so, do not be scared to die. unless, be ready for it.

"i'm home alone, again.. i wish i wasn't in love with you, so you couldn't hurt me.. it just ain't fair, the way you treat me.. no, you don't deserve me.."
- I Wish I Wasn't / Jennifer Hudson

yeah, there are songs talaga na could bring back memories. 

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Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition 4!
(the very kiligness invasion!)

oh my gaaaaahz!!!! this edition is the best of all the best! trending kung trending! :))))) i like Alec, Kit, Tom and Roy.

ALEC - he is very gentleman. i saw that in live stream. saka, simple lang. in short, simpleng gwapings! :) and, aside from the mere fact na he's from Laguna. again, Laguna. eeeeh, taga-Laguna ako.. so, lam na. :p

KIT - ito naman.. cute! :) malaki ang wankata pero, you can feel it in his heart, na super young at heart sya. yeeeeeyy! kinikilig talaga ako sa kanila ni Karen! :"> Karen is sooooooo pretty rin. :)

TOM - killer smile! the cheek bone! that appeal he has! oh, c'mon! :) yun lang.. heheh! mahiyain rin. "whale ka ba?" "whale you be my date?" naaaaaaksss! * _ *

ROY - it's not the look on him, yet may chura naman si kuya. but, go inside of  his heart, of his soul, he has what it takes to be a very handsome-kind-hearted guy. i wish, he will go far beyond being a housemate! :)


... sa next audition, i will try my very best para makapag-audition. Kuya, bring me in your house!!!! :)


o diba. ansabi naman ng segway?! :D

For all of life's simple pleasures, I say, "Thank You, God!"

that's all for tonight, goodnight. sending all my love! xoxo! 

Wednesday, April 4

holy week

lately, i've became closure reading 'The Purpose Driven Life' .. actually, i've read na this book long time ago, binabasa ko lang ulet. :) uhmm.. i don't wanna look like so weird or conservative much, or whatever you'll gonna say about it.. pero, i want a Bible! promise. ♥ i don't know, maybe a calling? well, you don't need a reason for that. as a Christian, you should know what's inside the bible.. absorb it, live by it .. and, i've heard na may iba't ibang versions ang Bible diba? so, as much as possible, i wanna have it all! :)

this holy week, hmmm.. closer to .. i haven't anything on my mind.

i hope na sana good things will fall into its perfect places.. for God's will be done. :)

so, for now, hanggang dito na lang muna. sooner, mas mahaba yung post ko! watch out! :)

.. Fragrant Harbour.  

P.S
-- this holy week, magnilay nilay tayong lahat. let us not forget how the Lord bless us with this life, this word, for everything!

"I am the way, the truth, and the light. No one comes to the Father, except through me."

"God is with me and for me right now."

Goodnight! Holy Wednesday.