my board. my future. my dreams!

HI there! :)

actually, i don't know exactly how to name that board. basta, parang illustration board, pero hindi e. un ung nididikitan ng thumbstacks. brown color. hmm. basta un na un.

ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!

bakit di ko alam kahit basics mo man lang? kainis ka! pinapahirapan mo ako. di kita friend! :) at, dapat alam ko kung paano gumamit nun e. what the heck! 4th year student of BSIT don't know how to use Adobe Photoshop?? c'mon. hahahahahahahaha. :D funny! kaya nga pag-aaralan ko na diba. para di ako behind. atleast, kahit knowledge man lang towards using it. nakakahiya ako. what if me magtanong sken nun diba.. "Do you know how to use Adobe Photoshop?" should i say "yes." though deep inside i know, i'm not. me fake! haha.

ok. ok. we're getting far.

yesterday, i've googled some of the pictures that i know would help me to have more courage and inspiration towards my near future, which i called, after college. those pictures were pictures of what i'd like to be few years from now. pictures of my fave artists.. houses.. shoes.. dresses.. etc.

i'll print it. and if by chance, i'll post it here. catch it! :)

that's all. just shared.

after all, i'll still be myself! :)

God is with me. He strengthens me all the time.

GOD IS GOOD. ALL THE TIME! \m/

i miss you kapatid :(

It’s been 4 months.. parang kelan lang diba. weird! Namimiss ko yung taong kinaiinisan ko. Oo, naiinis ako sa kanya. Bilang ate nya, i can see things beyond her. But, as of now, bare with me, I MISS YOU KAPATID! ♥ I really really do :(

More than everything, i wanna let you first know my half-sister. No half! she’s my sister.

MARIDEN “dhen” FAYE B. NIVERA

I call her as KAPATID, and she calls me ATE.

Na-meet ko sya way back when... mid-year after my highschool graduation. She was 4^th year highschool that time. Awkward pa nga nung una kaming nagkasama. Syempre, nakakailang. Haven’t met her ever in my entire life.. hmmm. 1^st ever meet? Sa bahay nina tita Emily, sa biñan, that was early in the morning.. ang alam ko pa nga nun, around midnight umalis sina mama at tita, kasi nga susunduin sya sa bus terminal, fresh from tuguegarao. Dun yung province nya. Actually, nung dumating sina mama, nasa kwarto pa ako nun, kinda awake.. but, i can sense that she’d already arrived. I can still remember.. ginising nila ako. “raine, andyan na kapatid mo.” Syempre, as a reaction, being civil, bumangon ako.. kakabangon ko lang nun ha. Haven’t have any wash my face neither brush my teeth. Imagine? Hahahaha!

THE SISTERS.

No excitement. Parang casual lang, ganun. I just said.. “Hi!” syempre, kakagising ko lang kaya.. ayun muni muni. Parang wala pa sa katinuan. Hahaha.. tapos ayun, sbi nina tita, “yakapin mo naman raine!” and, as said, niyakap ko.. she was really tall! Oh c’mon.. edi ako na pandak. Hahaha.. she has a nice hair, kamusta naman yung hair ko te. :D andami kong pimples that time (i think, until now? Hahaha. ATLEAST, din a marami.. nawawala na.) and she also has pimples.. super dami. Though, i didn’t bother to count ha. Basta, her face is really you know.

SIMILARITIES and DIFFERENCES.

We’re the same girl! Hahahaha. Obviously! :)))) what i like about her having around is that, we have the same ideas.. sometimes. Sa kanya ko nga daw nakuha yung pagiging lakwatsera ko.. punta dito, punta doon, punta kahit saan, in short, GALA. We super looooooooooooooooooove MUSIC! Minsan pa nga, we update each other regarding new songs. We have dark secrets.. we are text addicts? I guess. Hahaha! We loooooooove pictures! Picturaholic! We share beauty secrets.. effective ba? Hahahaha! We share the same room. Daddy scolds us both! We do household chores (medyo tamad nga lang si kapatid.) nagdadamayan kme! SOOOOOOOOOOOOBRA TE! :D kaya miss ko na rin yun! Medyo mas devoted yata yun sakin in terms of pag-aaral. Nagre-review yun te! Saka, maaga pumapasok. Matumal lang ma-late yun. But whatever our similarities and differences are.. I MISS HER SO BAD!

WHAT HAPPENED?

It was after our night swimming in Pansol. Basta.. i don’t want to elaborate pa. God knows what happened that time. Maybe it’s also a blessing in disguise na nangyari nga yun. Kaso, dun nagsimulang nagbago ang lahat. Secrets revealed! She was not already existing.. i mean, she comes, she goes. That’s all. No talks. No sharing of “what happened to you, to me, to your whole day?” wala nay un. Kahit nasa iisang kwarto nga kami, still, ---------------------- no conversation found. Though minsan, i want to talk na. Want to smile infront of her.. but, no. It doesn’t happen. Rather, i remain quite as i can. Nagkakasalubong, nagkikita, even nagkakatitigan sa mata.. but, NO TALK AT ALL. Pride wasn’t it?

Naging tahimik ang bahay. Minsan maingay din.. pag magsasalita sya, i won’t pay attention at all. Tapos pag ako naman, tatahimik lang sya.

TO END THIS.

What ever happened before, sana time will heal all the scars left behind. I’m hoping. I pray. Someday.. still, you’re my kapatid! Nag-iisang kapatid ko. (aside from Marvin).

“Family is the only support system you’ll have.”

goodmorning! :)

On Screen: AZKALS vs KUWAIT

hahaha. eto ata ang isa sa pinaka-maaga kong post, i mean, by time. kewl! :) anyways, maliban sa nanunuod ako ng football game, marami rin akong pinagkakaabalahan right here.. downloading Adobe Photoshop CS2, updating anti-viruses, checking my fb and twitter accounts.. ayun.

Speaking of football. ayun nga.. at-the-moment, 3-0, round 2, 1st leg. hahay... sana manalo ang PHILIPPINES! dagdag recognition yun! :) also, everyone's gonna be proud 'bout it!

Sunday today.

will be at church later this afternoon.. :)

woooooh.. hungry strikes! oo, nagugutom ako atvm! kainis ha.. :)))

well, ayun. i just shared what i am doing at this point in time. charot! ansaveeeeeeeh? :D

at! nga pala.. trending sa twitter si Amy Winehouse.

I swear, di ko ganun kakilala.. pero, i think i had encountered her songs.. dunno.

but, RIP to her..

goodnight!

goodmorning!

GOODMORNIGHT! :)

hooooray!

Oh-Em-Gi.

All this time.. Nasa bahay lang ako.

Petiks, ryt? :)

Since this sem, I only have 3 subjects.

(1 Capstone, 1 Itna04, 1 Cisco4)

ayun.. tapos, every examination period, sa Itna04 lang ako me exam. watda! i'm not saying naman na masaya yung ganun. kaso, it gives me the lazyness that I SHOULDN'T HAVE!!!! alam mo yung ayaw mong tamarin. kaso, here it goes again.. pero, as much as possible naman, i find it challenging. i always find time to pray to God so He will get that lazyness away from me. I DON'T WANT THIS KIND OF LIFE FOREVER! i wanna be productive. i wanna inspire and be inspired. but for now, i'm still at my mild mode. still enjoying life at it's best! still, THANK YOU LORD! :)

i promise to myself that.. i won't stay this way. i mean, being petiks. kasi magiging tamad lang ako. AT AYOKO NG GANUN! never. never. neveeeeeeeeeer!

anyways, mapadpad tayo sa UPDATING :)

what's new? bago. up-to-date things. haha.

okay. here we go.

- TOP 3 -

1) Went to UCPB last wednesday. Great! Fun! I MISS THEM SOOOOOO MUCH! :) and guess whaaaat? under renovation yung bank. and infairness, it's more beautiful and more as likely as BPI. promise.. ang gandaaa na talaga! :) actually, i'm a lil bit shy pa nga. i don't wanna come sana e.. nahihiya akong magpakita sa kanilang lahat. kasi, my thesis is still yunno. :) But luckily, they've still welcome me as if i'm a previous employee there. but not really like that. just a former OJT girl there! :) I had fun! nag-semi tour pa nga ako dun e. had some lil chat with them.. hahahaha. and soon, i'll be a part of UCPB FAMILY :)

2) iPANEMA && HAVAiANAS is loooooooove! :) last tuesday, a package from Daddy came! puro slippers and sandals.. all for us. recognized and loved it! :) though i've requested for some brand.. but, still, liked it! we have 4 here. 2 sandals (white & violet) and 2 slippers (one for my lil bro and for me & my mother).. and the remaining foot wears are still at Daddy's hands. he will bring it when he arrives soon.

3) INSPIRED. i was really amazed watching Kris TV this earlier in ABS-CBN. they featured Toni Gonzaga's house! yeah, HOUSE. not a condo unit. but a house in Taytay. (speaking of Taytay, namimiss ko yung nag night swimming kme dun with my feu-eac friends!) hehe. just miss it! :) back to what i was saying awhile ago.. Toni's house is BEAUTIFUL! as she is! :) 8 cars? systematized? organized? and.. oxygenated water!!!! can't believe it. but then i did. her house is such an inspiration to me. i swear to God.. i won't let my hair turn into white without having a house. though we have our own house now.. i still want a bigger and more extravagant house! sounds ambitious ryt? but, the nerve i care then. i will strive hard for me to make my dreams come true! coz dreams do come true! in God's will :)

" I CAN MAKE EVERYTHING THROUGH GOD WHO STRENGTHENS ME. "