It’s been 4 months.. parang kelan lang diba. weird! Namimiss ko yung taong kinaiinisan ko. Oo, naiinis ako sa kanya. Bilang ate nya, i can see things beyond her. But, as of now, bare with me, I MISS YOU KAPATID! ♥ I really really do :(
More than everything, i wanna let you first know my half-sister. No half! she’s my sister.
MARIDEN “dhen” FAYE B. NIVERA
I call her as KAPATID, and she calls me ATE.
Na-meet ko sya way back when... mid-year after my highschool graduation. She was 4th year highschool that time. Awkward pa nga nung una kaming nagkasama. Syempre, nakakailang. Haven’t met her ever in my entire life.. hmmm. 1st ever meet? Sa bahay nina tita Emily, sa biñan, that was early in the morning.. ang alam ko pa nga nun, around midnight umalis sina mama at tita, kasi nga susunduin sya sa bus terminal, fresh from tuguegarao. Dun yung province nya. Actually, nung dumating sina mama, nasa kwarto pa ako nun, kinda awake.. but, i can sense that she’d already arrived. I can still remember.. ginising nila ako. “raine, andyan na kapatid mo.” Syempre, as a reaction, being civil, bumangon ako.. kakabangon ko lang nun ha. Haven’t have any wash my face neither brush my teeth. Imagine? Hahahaha!
THE SISTERS.
No excitement. Parang casual lang, ganun. I just said.. “Hi!” syempre, kakagising ko lang kaya.. ayun muni muni. Parang wala pa sa katinuan. Hahaha.. tapos ayun, sbi nina tita, “yakapin mo naman raine!” and, as said, niyakap ko.. she was really tall! Oh c’mon.. edi ako na pandak. Hahaha.. she has a nice hair, kamusta naman yung hair ko te. :D andami kong pimples that time (i think, until now? Hahaha. ATLEAST, din a marami.. nawawala na.) and she also has pimples.. super dami. Though, i didn’t bother to count ha. Basta, her face is really you know.
SIMILARITIES and DIFFERENCES.
We’re the same girl! Hahahaha. Obviously! :)))) what i like about her having around is that, we have the same ideas.. sometimes. Sa kanya ko nga daw nakuha yung pagiging lakwatsera ko.. punta dito, punta doon, punta kahit saan, in short, GALA. We super looooooooooooooooooove MUSIC! Minsan pa nga, we update each other regarding new songs. We have dark secrets.. we are text addicts? I guess. Hahaha! We loooooooove pictures! Picturaholic! We share beauty secrets.. effective ba? Hahahaha! We share the same room. Daddy scolds us both! We do household chores (medyo tamad nga lang si kapatid.) nagdadamayan kme! SOOOOOOOOOOOOBRA TE! :D kaya miss ko na rin yun! Medyo mas devoted yata yun sakin in terms of pag-aaral. Nagre-review yun te! Saka, maaga pumapasok. Matumal lang ma-late yun. But whatever our similarities and differences are.. I MISS HER SO BAD!
WHAT HAPPENED?
It was after our night swimming in Pansol. Basta.. i don’t want to elaborate pa. God knows what happened that time. Maybe it’s also a blessing in disguise na nangyari nga yun. Kaso, dun nagsimulang nagbago ang lahat. Secrets revealed! She was not already existing.. i mean, she comes, she goes. That’s all. No talks. No sharing of “what happened to you, to me, to your whole day?” wala nay un. Kahit nasa iisang kwarto nga kami, still, ---------------------- no conversation found. Though minsan, i want to talk na. Want to smile infront of her.. but, no. It doesn’t happen. Rather, i remain quite as i can. Nagkakasalubong, nagkikita, even nagkakatitigan sa mata.. but, NO TALK AT ALL. Pride wasn’t it?
Naging tahimik ang bahay. Minsan maingay din.. pag magsasalita sya, i won’t pay attention at all. Tapos pag ako naman, tatahimik lang sya.
TO END THIS.
What ever happened before, sana time will heal all the scars left behind. I’m hoping. I pray. Someday.. still, you’re my kapatid! Nag-iisang kapatid ko. (aside from Marvin).
“Family is the only support system you’ll have.”